1. Maintain a healthy lifestyle. get enough sleep and eat right! i need to start exercising! most dresses are too loose when they are suppose to be fitting. i hate it!!
2. Continue to be a family girl. have dinners with my family often. at the end of the day, they are the one who will be there for you no matter what happens. so cherish them!
3. Continue scouting for jobs! i aim to look for a full time job that i enjoy and offers me opportunity to upgrade!
4. Dont restrict myself to only han's grp of friends. though its only william and all. i should hang out with my own group of friends as i can turn to them whenever i have a bad day with han.
5. Learn to be secure in a relationship and dont get jealous easily. these are the reasons that always lead to a quarrel. but of course we should know our limits and know when to stand up for ourselves.
6. Spend whatever money i earn on myself. im not going to tell myself to save it for now. im 21 this year, an age where im supposed to enjoy. i will start to save only when i know the time is right. right now, i should be pampering myself and not on others cos its my hard earned money!!! go get that dress or bag. dont think for others! ok maybe think for others to a small degree. i hate it when ppl ask me why im always left with little money when i work so much. its my business, so dont irritate me with such questions.
7. learn to say no. and learn to stand up for myself. when i say i want it, i mean it! not telling myself 'aiya, forget it. i will do it someday, one day.. which i know is never'. but of course i know my limits. i know i wont behave unreasonably. haha.
8. Build up confidence. When you're told that you are ugly, they are just jealous or trying to bring you down. so dont cry in the toilet! instead, just roll your eyes at them and tell them they are uglier!
9. my hair is like grass. so when i start working again, i must go for treatment monthly. yes, i pay with my own money so dont complain.
10. Work hard. dont be a lazy ass. an example would be right now. im supposed to be studying for my end sem test. not blogging. so bye!
haha. so abrupt. 
We've been together for more than 2 years now, lets cherish each other more than ever. we've been through so much ups and downs. from your graduation, to 2 years of army and you beginning your life in the working world. hopefully, you feel the same way as i am.
look at the patch of grass on my shoulder. refer to resolution point no 9.
;8:45 PM
amelia*
8 August 1989
punggol primary.
CHIJ SJC.
temasek poly.
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